Motherhood

What do you want to be when you grow up Shannon? It differed from day to day. A hairdresser some days, because one of my parent's friends was a hairdresser and she was really cool. A dancing teacher on other days, because I loved my dancing teacher so much and…

Those nights that seemed to never end. Rocking, feeding, changing, cuddling, standing, swaying, walking, crying, screaming... both him and I. I remember the fake smiles I gave when the camera came out. I desperately wanted to be happy, but it felt like such an effort. I remember telling everyone I…

Why is it that we can’t remember gazing up at our Mother’s face as a baby or young child, yet she can remember gazing down at us? Perhaps it is designed that way so that we don’t remember all the tears she cried over us. Becoming a Mother is an…

I'm not going to lie, my 3 year old is currently challenging me like I've never been challenged before. I consider myself a gentle parent, but these past few days... phew, I've had some low moments. What is it with this Mom guilt? Does it ever go away? I watched…

Like when you're finally ready to leave the house and for once, you look like you've really made an effort. Your Mom bun is neat-ish and your outfit is stylish, but then... your sweet baby has a little vomit, just as you pick her up and it lands right square…

This morning I feel something. I feel something different that I’ve never felt before. I really really miss my toddler. Like really. So much that it hurts. He’s 2 and a half now, the age where you generally want to get away from the little brats as often as possible,…